Thursday, 11 October 2007

5 years

It is 5 years ago today that I lost our first baby. Nothing really I can say, just wanted to acknowledge it.

2 comments:

Jen said...

I am sorry Kelly - I cannot imagine the pain and sorrow you must be feeling. I am thinking of you :O)

kaysdee said...

Thanks, Jen. It's one of those things where 5 years seems like forever, yet still like yesterday. That the real gut wrenching pain is gone, but you're always left with the wondering - what they would have looked like, their personalities - and sadness that it had to happen. I know some people don't look at the same way, but I've had 3 miscarriages and have 3 children so I have my closure now and believe they are here in part in my little kiddos. Who I wouldn't have without the losses, so really, I wouldn't change it if there was a choice.

I hope you get your final all clear soon, it's been an awful few months for you. (((Hugs)))